My children only see me stressed out I try not to be so stressed but we are living day by day no Support, no family, no transportation, barely scraping by. Trying my hardest, but just can’t find a way out of this hole so that I can get a job and actually be stable every day. I’m searching for everything we need distracting me from actually being able to move forward and give them a stress free environment. If we were to have a car I could start working asap or even just enough funds do we can have enough food or diapers or just daily essentials so I can be the mom they want and play with my baby’s